havnt used tumblr for so long bet no one will even notice this haha. bleah. read through my old notes in my phone today. made me super emo. just reading it i could feel the pain when i wrote them, the anger, the frustration, the happiness, the love. the power to bring me to tears in a single note. 3/4 of them is about my parents? the other 1/4 is about him. sigh. why cant i just get over it man. seriously. there was this one particular note. that says ‘i love you despite the monster that i am’ really? and recently someone commented. ‘i dont know how you can still like him after all he did to you’. really got me thinking. and just randomly, i’ve also been wondering if its really better to be in a situation where someone loves you more then you love him? somehow there’s this nagging feeling? like its wrong, that it shouldnt be how things work? isit? but for onve maybe in my life, i’ll be the heartbreaker and not the one being broken… really kinda sucks sometimes. ugh i need to end this emo streak. seriously.
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